Okay, my computer friends I have a question about restoring favorites in an internet browser. Can it be dome after a system restore? If so, how is it done?
Any help would be appreciated!Thanks!
my never ending carnival ride.Okay, what the HELL is wrong with me!I went to a Daughtry concert, spent time with family and had a good time. I should feel good right? WRONG!I guess that moments of happiness are just what they are moments because I feel pretty shity, I’m tired, I’m done and I don’t want to do this anymore! I feel like I am on a carnival ride that refuses to let me off. I’m upside down, inside out and let’s face it fucked up!!!Just a few weeks ago I was feeling pretty good and now its like it never happened. I haven’t really been sleeping and its evident when I am awake because I feel like I’m dreaming only its the worst FUCKING nightmare imaginable. I hurt, I ache and I am just sooo….there isn’t even a word for it! I just want off this DAMN ride!!!
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Happy Easter to guys in my life.
Well, I turned 33 on Friday. I don’t feel any different. I have said I feel better, but man I feel about birthdays like I feel about most holidays…they r just like any other day of the year.Its just another reminder that I am one year older not dead.Some say that your thirties are the best years of your life…well that is yet to be proven a true statement. I have been thirty for 3 years now and I haven’t seen what’s sooo great about it.33 happy whooping birthday to me…
so here it is my wip. A poem inspired by something rudepeople said.
The Chaos That is Me
by me,myself and I
The silence is deafening like the dark night it consumes me.
Who is going to save me from the chaos that is me?
He only one.
I feel these four walls closing in on me,closing fast.
Who is going to save me from the chaos that is me?
He only one.
Hot tears of loneliness burn like acid rain.
who will rescue me from the chaos that is me?
Who will rid my body of the poison so I can be whole again.
Who will help me understand the chaos that is me?
He only one.
Silent screams in the night only I can hear them for they come from a place deep within me.
Who is going to hold and comfort me?
He only one.
I reach out into the night, but no one is there to save me from the chaos that is me…
On many occasions I have said that when I am angry I could spit nails, but I’m a dragon lady. I am so tired, frustrated,paranoid and twisted that I think that if I were indeed a dragon I could relieve all the stuff that has plagued my dreams and interrupted my sleep these last few months…I would just take a deep breath and everthing and everyone who comes across my path would be nothing but ash. Yep, nothing but ash.I’m tired of people telling me that I look good. How can I look good I HAVEN”T had a good night sleep in months!!I am convinced that what people are actually saying is: “You look like shit.” because you look good is an automatic response when you haven’t seen someone you haven’t seen in awhile and you don’t want to go through the whole how are u conversation. I suppose its the better alternative to being screamed at using various profane choice phrases like: Why the fuck do you care and what do you know you piece of shit. I am not a professional as my examples have stated, but guess what? I don’t give a flying fuck. Its just to bad I can’t cut to the chase and just turn them all to ash…especially those who ignore me(don’t really take time to SEE me) or try to get me to open up and I end up talking about shit w/o really knowing what the hell I’m talking about…like now…I NEED SLEEP DAMN IT!!!Is that to much to ask?